I have been struggling lately. I wonder did I make the decision that I should have made? Was moving to Burley the right decisions. Patrick hates school and is not making any friends. He comes home sad. Matt is having a hard time finding a job and our house is not selling.
Friday on the way home to IF I noticed that he was really down. I told him that he was the only one in charge of himself being happy and that he needed to make the best of the situation. Apparently that was not what he needed to hear. He cried for about 20 minutes. I did not know what to do or say. I just let him cry. After a while I told him that I am going through a tough time myself and that he needed to talk about it so that it just did not build up. We talked a little more about it and what we could do to make the situation better.
I miss not having Matt with me everyday. I miss not having my family in one house. It is still really hard to stay goodbye at the end of the weekend. But our house is not being looked at as much as we had hoped and those who look at it are not interested. So that makes me wonder if I made the right choice. Did I move us somewhere that will not work for us?
Matt is great about it and says things that make me feel better about moving here, but I know he is frustrated also. How long to we try before we throw in the towel?
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I'm sorry it's been so difficult! Just remember to keep supporting each other. From experience, I've noticed sometimes it takes awhile for things to fall into place. I know there's not much I can do, but if there is, let me know!
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