Coming Home

This weekend I came back to Idaho Falls so that we could finish up some stuff on the house. Well I walked in and it was so empty, making it surreal. I spent the whole weekend cleaning and changing out knobs and painting while Matt put up sheet rock. Then I weeded the flower garden and it made me sad. I wanted to have a summer where we could hang out and I could work in the yard putting in flowers and camp as much as we could.
Now it is as if we are running a marathon. Trying to get stuff done so that we can get the house on the market. I am in Burley alone and Matt and working his but off to get the house done to be put on the market. So I had to cry for a bit.
I know all of this is for the better and I know I will love it. It just sucks right now.
However, I love my job. I have been a bit overwhelmed, it is so much to take in. I love it though, it is a big responsibility though.